I have to head to work real soon so I'm just going to attempt a summarized sized entry and maybe try to post again when I have more free time later.

So what's been going on?

I have a lot of projects (computer/web related). I  still haven't gone through all the video footage of my road trip with Luke neither have I updated the cr8iv 08 website I had planned to ages ago. I could come up with many excuses why I haven't but the main idea is that I'm pretty busy with life at the moment. And at any point I find that I have some spare time, I have to distribute it fairly amongst my family, friends and now: boyfriend. Who may I add takes up a lot of my time.

It feels weird calling Luke my boyfriend. Boyfriend feels too high school, doesn't it? But that's what he is and the whole concept kind of weirds me out as well as makes me happy. I think I've always loved him and always went for guys like him when we were apart. I don't know? Let me ponder on it later? I might come up with something completely different next time I touch on the subject.

Work is okay. It is the same thing most days, but I like being there, seeing my childrens' faces day after day and seeing how happy they are to have me there just makes the tideous daily routine so worth it enduring. Working in childcare makes me all clucky too, like I want my children to be exactly like the kids I look after and then ultimately deciding I want children, like right now. And I will- maybe not now or in the next couple of months, but I want a baby and it'll be soonish (with or without Luke :p though most likely with him).

 My social life is slowly taking form though... I'm not very comfortable with that concept. I've always enjoyed being a homebody, but it seems since I got back from my road trip people have wanted to be in my company. All I want to do is spend long hours in bed with Luke watching movies or making out, but I suppose it's healthy to do socially active things once and a while.

So anyway- this was a crap entry. I've managed to talk about the three main aspects of my life- making sure Luke is mentioned in every paragraph. Sad. Being in love is pathetic sometimes.

I'm still alive...

So I'm attempting to do this LiveJournal thing again. Why? May you ask? Well lately I've been spending a lot of time on here, mainly due to my current Twilight obsessions and the fact, there are a lot of fun Twilight related icons out there made by the fans (even the not-so-much fans, it's entertaining to read anti-Twilight entries and view sassy anti-twilight graphics- anti-fan efforts will never go unappreciated! :P)
I must admit however that I didn't really understand LiveJournal enough to give it a proper go I suppose. Mainly the technical customizing of things and unfamiliar features and so forth. Though I did once before, pay for an updated account, however never really used it after purchasing. Waste of money I suppose? But it's okay, my intentions were good just didn't do so well seeing it through.
As you can tell though right? I'm using just a basic account for the moment. I think if I get to play around a bit more with what I have on here, I might go all out with a paid account again? We'll see.